To whom it may concerns;
First of all, hi. I know that I've hurt you at the first place, I've done a lot of terrible things to you. I lied, I hid most of situation, and I said horrible things. But, honestly i meant no harm. And I truly, deeply sorry for everything I've done, everything that you have gone through.
You should know this; I never lied when I say I loved you.
I have questions. Tons of questions for you if I get the chance. Among all those, there's one, that I am eager to ask you; did I deserve this?
DID I? Did I deserves to be punished, to be left alone for what we've done? this is not just mean, but
I should've known that all those sweet words that came from your mouth that night was something...that people used to say for that kind of situation. It doesn't matter for everyday practice. I should have not bother didn't I?
Well thank you, really. Thank you for teaching me one thing about love; it doesn't exist. but if it doesn't, then why I cried? Why did I burst into tears almost every night, having nightmares?
Those words, well, congratulations. You have succeeded; to torn me into pieces. I should never forget, to take this as an experience. A good example for me in future.
Sincerely,
me.
